tired, but still can't sleep...

just got back fm jew & k3n's bday celeb in golps' condo. still so confused, i don't know what to do or think anymore. being eaten alive by it... but i believe that everything will soon fall into their proper places :)

ryt now, all i can do is surrender it all to Him...

anyway, i was going through mecki's blog and saw these blogthings quizzes... so i tried them and got these results:

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. (uh-huh!) Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Obese Belly Dancer. Where You Lived: Italy. How You Died: Suicide.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. (doesn't get any truer than this!) You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. (oh, so true!) You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. (yeah, i definitely do!)

How Are You In Love?

i want to sleep! damn it!