home on a friday night (and im not itching to go out!)

i usually look forward to fridays... the start of the weekend when you get to really unwind because monday still seems so far away. it's when you feel the burdens of the entire week weighing you down... then you guiltlessly go out so you can dump that burden, empty yourself out so that the coming week's burdens can be placed somewhere.

before, i usually could not stand not going out on a friday, so i was pretty surprised that i opted to stay home this evening when i had really planned to go out with my friends. (sorry again, girls!)

i guess i was just tired with schoolwork. we had so much to do the past week, and we have a week of stupid midterm exams ahead (with anatomy as our grand finale! i am so excited ***slight sarcasm***)

or maybe because i had lunch at congo grill with my kgc friends (thanks mommy ana! happy bday!) and i had so much sisig that i could not stand having a sizzling plate of it in front of me, at least for the next month.

or possibly, im just saving up because i intend to splurge after midterms (with my greenhills-addict friends! parang ngayon lang na-discover ang greenhills e!) i have to go back and get those shoes! and look for a big bag and a white & beige bag...

or probably, i started watching the game and i can't pull myself away, although i don't really care who wins because i like both san miguel and ginebra. well, i was rooting for san miguel, but i really didn't mind that they lost against ginebra.

or perhaps, i got so used to gimikless friday nights in cali... where a typical friday night meant me catching up on my chores (do laundry, clean my room &/or bathroom) or going to the grocery, or to target after work, or just going online (until the early hours of saturday), hoping to catch my friends or family online so i could chat with people who keep me sane, or just curling up in my room and read a good book.

or... im again experiencing my tamaritis attack.