survey on love

the supposed month of love is ending, but before it does, i'll answer this survey to see if my views on love has changed (nyack!)

got this from the friendster bulletin board, posted by gica... (hmmm, i wonder if she has found out what jew told her she needed to find out?)
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1. do u believe in soulmates?
yup! but your soulmate does not necessarily have to be your significant other... it could be ur best friend, a parent or sibling
2. why is it hard to let go of someone you love?
because you have invested so much emotions, and it's hard to just let everything go.. and besides, love mo nga e... we all want our loved ones to be close
3. why do women/man cry after a break-up?
simply, it hurts. a lot.
4. who will you choose: the man/woman who is the center of your world or the man/woman who gave the world to you?
unless the man is both the center of my world and gives the world to me, im not choosing :)
5. Are you good in hiding your emotions?
most of the time
6. why do we need to love?
i was tempted to give a theo/philo answer, but i'd rather keep it simple. coz love makes everything beautiful (haha!)
7. Being single or being taken?
whichever
8. What's so nice in being taken?
everything about it
9. Ever cried infront of a bf/gf?
yup.. i think so
10. Most painful thing said by a loved one?
hmmm, a lot. mostly broken promises :)
11. Most painful thing did by a loved1?
i don't know. i still haven't figured this one out
12. how do you cope with a breakup?
pretend to be okay ;) hehe... i don't know. take things one day at a time, i guess
13. Describe love in one word?
i can't
14. What's ur ideal date?
sa beach, us walking and talking.. quality time.. sitting or lying on the sand.. lotsa stars... or sa magic mountain.. us riding as many roller coasters as we can.. eating caramel apple or funnel cake..
15. How do you spend a day with a loved one?
no plans. whatever happens
16. Can lovers be friends?
lovers in love should be the best of friends. ex-lovers, that's different
17. Is love lovelier the 2nd time 'round?
i don't know... how'd i know?
18. Are you the type of person who expects too much from someone?
nope! im actually very easy to please
19. What things/qualities that deceive you the most?
promises. and according to gix, being sweet :)
20. Do you believe that love never dies?
i sure do!

for the record

i know i've told some of my friends about this, but i never actually wrote this anywhere, & i feel it wouldn't feel official or real unless i write it down.

so here goes...

I AM NEVER GETTING MARRIED.

haha!

updating

it was a bummer weekend coz i got sick towards the end of last week. i went to my doctor on saturday for a check-up since i had bad headaches since thursday. she told me that if i continue to have headaches til tuesday, i'd have to go for a CT scan since it might be a tumor or whatever.

the evening after my check-up, i went out with the SAWI for golps' bday celebration. i was feeling ok, but i no longer went with them to eastwood after dinner since i had to be home and get a massage (which was surprisingly good, unlike my past experiences with dial-a-massage!) on monday, i felt dizzy and whenever i ate, i felt like vomiting. so i missed my am class, where we had 2 quizzes.

since then, iv been feeling normal. i guess it's just the weather, coupled with my monthly visitor.
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past couple of days have been quite sad for my kgc barkada. monday night, we learned that papsy's mom was diagnosed to have a malignant tumor in her colon. just today, we received news that his mom's undergoing surgery tomorrow to have the tumors removed. the cancer's now in its 3rd stage, and they have found masses in her liver and the doctors are saying that there probably are masses in her lungs and pancreas as well.

we don't know what will happen, but please help us pray for papsy's mom that she might have a successful surgery & for their entire family to have strength during this trying time.
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our school's sportsfest commenced earlier. it was unbelievably hot, but we had fun still. it was so fun showing our support for our friends and discovering people from our school that we never knew existed. (our school is small, but there are so much people i still do not know!)

we cheered so hard for our friends and i guess some people got so envious that they do not have friends as wonderful as us cheering for them so they tried mocking us when the team we were cheering for was losing. but who cares? we were there to show our support for our friends and have fun. after this sportsfest, people will forget who won and what actually happened in the games (no matter how much they claim that this event is historical because it's our school's first!). but our bond? still strong long after all the noise dies down. kaya sorry na lang sa mga inggit.. palibhasa, kulang ren sa face value! eat dung!

celebration!

our prof finally gave us the results of our anatomy exam, and i'm proud to announce that i got the highest grade in class (bow, bow). yabang ba? well, i worked pretty hard, and it's good to know that it paid off.

never in my life did i study that hard for an exam. i spent how many days coming up with a reviewer? and it's science, something i never really enjoyed. so im actually very happy, especially since it was not very easy.

so as a reward, i bought myself, 2 shirts, 2 bags, wedges, and a pair of jeans. (the jeans and the other bag, i bought last tuesday... ) im just happy... but now, im broke.

oh well... happy but broke... that's still good, right?
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oooops, by the way, it's my sister's and golp's bday. happy 21st bday kelly patutie! you're finally legal and could go with us to the vegas casinos. haha!

and of course, happy sweet 16, golps! don't i have the perfect gift? i revealed ur real age to the world... well at least to the few people who read my blog!

after hell week

finally, we're done with midterms... well, almost. my last midterm exam was supposed to be in anatomy, which we had earlier. but then, our strat teacher decided to give us a take home exam, wherein we need to come up with a script (a conversation between a nurse and a patient) using the communication techniques we learned.

but that's fine. at least the worst part is over. now, we can finally go to greenhills during our long break on tuesday/thursday to go buy the shoes/bag/sandals/slippers/top we promised to reward ourselves with after our midterms!
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the test was ok. i actually tried studying for it. i made reviewers for some chapters. i stayed up til 5 am studying for it (i started studying arnd 12 mn after bubble gang.. haha!) i was a little disappointed because i paid so much attention to the littlest details and failed to memorize the simpler ones (the functions of the different systems, for instance) i was so proud to have memorized the 8 carpal & 7 tarsal bones, the cranial nerves, the different muscles, etc. but those did not turn up... oh well. i wasn't really expecting to do so well on this, so who cares!
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the test was actually pretty ok, but imagine, we had 50 items of identification & 10 items enumeration! come on! our local board and nclex are entirely multiple choice! so obviously, we came out scratching our heads...

a picture of us girls after our anatomy test. bangag & gutom, pero project pa ren!

me & mamsy bombshell (da mader packer). kawawang mga mata naman yan!

after our anatomy test, my kgc barakada went to kats' house to celebrate... well, to vent, really. talagang mini-party... we had pansit, siomai, chicken & liempo (which the boys marinated & grilled for us!) , 1 1/2 case of beer (para sa boys... 1 bottle each lang kmeng girls e!).. and of course, videoke & charades!

the fockers-- the girls team during our charades. o di ba?

at ang aming kalaban-- the brevis-- boys team, pero wala si xez... nageemote ata sa gilid e


after a long day, uuwi na kame at mag-aaral again... oh well... life as we know it!
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im hoping i could take a (well-deserved) rest later, but i have to do my strat test and read 100 pages of stupidly small texts about health assessment for monday. so i really can't wait for tuesday... i hear my shoes calling out to me...