new year, new life :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all!

cliche as it may sound, im expecting a lot of changes this year. some of you may know of it already, but for others who have yet to find out... you will find out soon enough :)

im awaiting one major life-changing event pretty soon, and im getting mixed emotions about it right now. of course, im suuuuuper excited. im counting the days til THAT DAY :D (that's less than 4 months away pa...) but at the same time, im kinda scared. scared coz it's really something big, something new for me... scared coz i don't know how im gonna go about it. scared coz i need all the help i can get, but im not sure where to get it. scared coz sometimes, its just too scary ;p nonetheless, the excitement overshadows the fear most of the time... im just praying that things start looking brighter the next couple of days :)

also, this year, im graduating... again :p if things go as planned, il be done with nursing by october... thank God! of course im excited, but at the same time, scared den. i mean, graduation entails job search... & this time, i have to take the search seriously. no more procrastinating. no more try this & try that. i need to find a job & stick to it. & make sure that it pays well. & that it wouldn't drive me too crazy so that i could stay with it for the next couple of years.

things aren't a 100% sure yet, but im looking at leaving the country again... to work somewhere else AGAIN before the year ends. actually, if i definitely decide on working in the US again, i must leave anytime after october this year (post grad) & before february the next year (before my visa expires)... if we decide to work somewhere else, aussie for instance, we can delay the leaving for some time... but im not sure if that would be too wise since we can not delay having to earn our own money... anyway, i hope to get a better idea of what to do pretty soon...

these are just 3 major changes im looking at this year... i know there'll be lots more... surprises, both good & bad (hopefully, good will far outweigh the bad this time around :)) i hope you guys pray for me since most of the time, i really don't know what to do.

iv always been pretty loose when it comes to changes. i mean i do make plans & all, but i don't like making strict plans coz i know that along the way, there'll be lots of surprises. what i actually do is i prepare myself to adapt to changes. i know i have to think fast, but still weigh things carefully. most of the time kasi, i can't make plans because it's not just me who's affected. a lot of people, a lot of matters come into play. and i have to consider them all. it could get crazy, but as i always say, things do eventually fall into their proper places... in God's perfect timing :) we might not understand why things have to happen in a certain way, but we just have to let it happen :D

so here's to the good times of 2006... & to better days this 2007 :D KAMPAY NA!