CBTL promenade

after our KDB dinner (noni's treat- pizza hut! thanks, friend for life!), i asked my brother to drop me off at GH so i could hang out with aira & shine.

another per sé but i have to charge session for us. i bet the people in the next table think we're weirdos. well, live & let live.

one thing that struck me yesterday... aira asked me if i was really over him. without having to think, i nodded. then shine asked if i still love him. again, not missing a beat, i said yes.

weird, ryt? but then, that was as honest as it could get.

i mean, i could now really say i am over him (after almost 7 long years!) but i haven't totally forgotten him (how could u totally forget someone u were with... lalo na, 1st love.... ewwww, cheesy!) but i no longer think of him and pray that he'll bump his head and realize na he should ask me back again. i no longer regret doing what i did, not taking him back, not giving us a 2nd chance. i mean, everything turned out ok eventually, ryt? i just laugh at myself whenever i remember that for how many years, i convinced myself (and insisted to my friends) that someday, we'll be back together. once in a while, i remember him and think "wow, i havent thought of him for so long!" hehe, galing no!

but of course, there's this part of me that will always love him. although it's very different from what i felt for him before, it's still love. i don't actually know how to describe it... but shine understood it anyway, so i guess i don't have to explain myself anymore. :)

so, yea... i guess im healed na. finally! yipeeee!