deep into my shallow mind

Sunday, September 25, 2005

:'(

we lost...

again.

i was actually feeling good when i got to araneta since we were lucky to get upper A tickets (& not from scalpers!)... so k3n & i thought WE'RE GONNA WIN!

oh well...

tenorio played so well, it's heartbreaking. magnum had a pretty good game too. it's their last against la salle...

hmmmm... life goes on.

on a brighter note, im leaving for cali either wednesday or thursday to attend pearl's wedding, which will be on friday in vegas. im so excited!

but i need to come home right away... i can't miss my finals & i dont want to take late finals coz we might be going to palawan during the sembreak... (how am i paying for all these? i have no idea!)

Monday, September 19, 2005

beep, beep!

ano mas mahirap?

umasang mamahalin ka ng mahal mo...

o

subukang mahalin yung nagmamahal sayo?

pareho, dba?

pero, mas mahirap

pag mahal mo na yung nagmamahal sayo

kung kelan

mahal ka na ng mahal mo.

AYOS!!!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

sniff, sniff

we lost...

we stand on a hill (sniff, sniff)
between the earth & sky (sniff, sniff)
now all is still (sniff, sniff) where loyola's colors fly (sniff, sniff)
our course is run & the setting sun (sniff) ends ateneo's day
eyes are dry (waaaaahhhhhhh! sniff, sniff) at the last goodbye
this is the (sniff) ateneo way...

haaay... im sad.

Monday, September 12, 2005

would you believe...

just last wednesday, i learned that my other sis is getting married... at the end of this month! goodness, has it been that long? weren't we just going shopping, boyhunting and watching basketball together yesterday? now, she's getting married & im still single?

im so happy for pearl. she's found a good man. although i haven't seen her & jomar as much as i wanted to, im so sure he'll take care of her and make her so happy. (he should, or else...)

anyhow, im still not sure if i can go to her wedding. of course i want to go... she said that if i go, we'd spend the last day of her being a free woman as "clean" sluts in vegas. wouldn't it be fun? us girls going around vegas? what to do? hmmm...

anyway, i don't want to get too excited about it... but i swear, iv been going crazy, thinking of what we'd do for her "bachelorette's party" (does it count as a bachelorette's party if there's just 2 or 3 of us?) good thing it's in vegas. im sure we'll find something to do...

don't u just love weddings? last one i went to was anna & james' last year. it was a simple one... but it was still so pretty. u just feel the happiness of everyone there.

however, i hope my friends here sa pinas would start marrying soon. i mean, im not complaining that i have to travel to attend my friends' weddings... but if i'd have to keep traveling to attend their weddings, id be so broke, i won't have money to get married! (haha, un ung pinoproblema... isn't my not having someone to marry a bigger problem?)

so anyway, congratulations and all my best to pearl & jomar! i'll see u guys soon! i love you!
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so, survey time again. i love answering surveys (hindi ba halata?) pero i don't like answering them and posting them sa friendster bulletin board. kaya i just post them here...

1. whose picture is it that you keep onyour wallet?
i don't keep pictures in my wallet anymore

2. what time do you go to bed?
around 1 or 2 am.. pero sometimes, id have to get up again and find something to do to make me sleepy...

3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
had dinner

4. who's the one you always meet the most? nowadays?
KDg, aira

5. who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?
depends... usually aira & my family

6. what's on your mind just now?
i want to go to pearl & jomar's wedding. i want to go to vegas & magic mountain and go to glendale galleria, ralphs, vons, smart&final, costco (haha, puro grocery!) & target.

7. who's number on your speed dials?
papa, mama, kelay, vicjay, home, yaya, basti, aira

8. with whom do you wanna be to have fun?
all my friends.. they're all fun!

9. what's the latest movie you'vewatched?
sa moviehse, stealth. next one im watching, lovestruck w/ aira & shine! yipeeee!

10. when was the last time you went out?
this afternoon to hear mass

11. what do you hate the most for now?
none!

12. when was the first time you slept alone?
i forgot.. long ago

13. what do you wanna do for now?
get enough sleep

14. what do you do for everyday besides eat and sleep?
go to school, hang out with my friends, go online

15. what things could piss you off?
super yabang people

16. fave pet?
mint & katrin!

17. colors that make you happy?
red, yellow, pink

18. most fave thing in your room?
the computer, pictures, my bead curtain

19. what was the last thing you bought for your room?
incense na i can't find anymore... kinuha nila yaya!

21. do you cook?
nope, i microwave

22. miss someone?
a lot of people...

23. plan to buy something?
marami ren... i dont know if i could buy them... im broke!

24. are you satisfied with your life now?
loving it!

25. do you like seafood?
yup! can't wait to eat in dampa again!

26. breakfast or dinner?
dinner

27. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
whatever's in the table

28. did you eat breakfast today?
nope... overslept again!

29. do you recycle?
nope.. guilty!

30. do you have a cellphone?
i do

31. what's your favorite fastfood?
kfc

32. cats or dogs?
doggies

33. salty or sweet?!
sweet

34. city or country?
city during the weekdays, country on the weekends...

37. are you athletic?
nope! last time i trained was almost 5 yrs ago! hahaha!

39. would you ditch your friends for a date?
nope!

41. what do you wear to bed?
tank top

42. ever had a crush on a teacher?
no! although sir dumlao is cute.. kaso he knows it kaya feeling minsan. buti nlng he' smart ren...

43. coke or pepsi?
neither

44. sugar or spice?
sugar

45. can you use chopsticks
yup!

48. have you ever fallen asleep in class?
im sure i have..

49. get a job or ask your parents for money?
get a job!

50. is your dad strict?
no!

51. do your parents give you enough privacy?
yups!

52. do your parents trust you?
im sure they do

53. would you trade places (in life) withyour best friends?
haha, pnaguusapan namen to before... NO WAY! hindi ko kaya ung pinagdadaanan nya.. and im sure she doesn't want to be stuck with my issues.. steady lang.. kaya namen kng ano meron sa buhay namen

54. does your best friend get on ur nerves?
nope

55. any question u want to add?
wala naman
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stealing another survey from aira..

1. First thing you did this morning:
talked to my brother- asked him what time we're hearing mass then went back to sleep

2. Last thing you ate:
paning's butong pakwan (hanggang sa bahay ang addiction!)

3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap?
no.. not yet

4. What's the thing you look forward to most in the next 7 months?
sun-rose bday bash, KDB tagaytay trip, pearl & jomar's wedding, magic mountain (haha! im wishing i can go!), hospital duty, pa & jay's bday, bday namen ni mama, basti's bday, christmas, new year, falling in love (uh wait, where did that come from?! hahaha!), sem break, road trips, going to some beach...

5. What's annoying you right now?
nothing... happy happy

6. Whats the last movie you watched?
moviehse- stealth, at home - sum of all fears

7. Do you believe in long distance relationships?
nope! can't imagine me in it... i need proximity :)

8. What's worse... being in love with someone you can't have or pretending to love someone you don't?
pretending to love some1 u dont, i think... (iv tried the other and iv survived, havent i?)

9. Is there someone you miss so much it makes you sad?
ryt now, yeah. dont get any ideas... im missing my friends i havent seen for the longest time

10. What inspires you?
my family, my friends

11. If you could put together a concert of 5 bands, who would you choose?
i dont know...

12. Lyrics that sums up your love life?
i'll be ok :)

13. Whats the one thing you wish you could do better?
cooking ren (hehe, aira! we're hopeless!)

14. If you could do anything this second, what would it be?
go to my bed and instantly fall asleep!

15. What's your most vivid memory from 6th grade?
intrams... ewww, we had the worst team name!

16. Latest addiction?
chai tea latte

17. Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone?
nope!

18. How many people would you say you were interested in at this moment?
interested? how? 1?

19. Who are you in love with?
haaay, wala. sha nalng kaya uli?

20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily? im sure there are some people who do... i mean, i have my family and friends, ryt?

21. Are you self confident?
i guess

22. What would you change about yourself?
my sleeping habits

23. What book are you reading right now?
just finished confessions of a shopaholic... i borrowed book5 of left behind & shopaholic in manhattan...

24. How many people do you know with the same name as yours?
haha! im unique!

25. What was the last thing you spilled?
sauce for the steamed wanton we had for dinner...
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and another... i can't sleep!

1.Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
i think so

2. Have you ever eaten pork?
of course!

3. Have you ever vomited in a vehicle?
yup! buti nalng, may plastic!

5. Have you ever slapped ur (ex)partner?
yup... he asked for it

6. Have you ever gotten so drunk?
oh yes! and it's all because of ron tan! ill never forget that... white flag!

7. Have you ever ridden an elephant?
nope

8.Have you ever felt as if u were gonna die?
no

9. Have you ever hugged a crush?
yep!

10. Have you ever played with fire? literally or figuratively?
yea.. literally. we played with our bonfire in bohol

11. Have you ever cried for the one u love?
yea...

12. Does he or she know about it?
yea.. it's usually kse when were talking on the phone or pag magkasama kme... iyakan sesh!

13.Have you ever missed someone so badly?
oh yes!

14 Have you ever gotten stones thrown at you?
nope!

15. have you ever been unfaithful? unfaithful?
no way! not me...

16.Have you ever gotten pepper in ur eyes?
nope, dont think so

17. Have you ever gotten a surprise present?
a surprise party i learned about...

18. Have you ever been on a diet?
hanggang planning stage lang ako e

19. Have you ever stripped someone naked?
nope pa...

20.Have you ever taken a picture of urself?
oh, definitely! cam whore!

21. Have you ever clubbed til dawn?
yea... they dragged me

27. Have you ever been so angry u felt like killing the person?
nope! i maintain a certain level of sanity even when im angry...

28. Have you ever broken up due to the existence of a third party?
yea.. that was one of the reasons...

29. Have you ever wanted to commit suicide?
never! i loooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeee my life!

30.Have you ever challenged ur teacher?
nope, i just ask questions...

31.Have you ever been told that u are cute?
yup, usually sarcastically... otherwise, it's just probably mother dear :)

32. Have you ever confessed ur feelings?
oh yes

33. Have you ever lied to ur parents?
long time na i havent

34. Have you ever been robbed?
nope, thank God!