change...

my goodness...

finals week na! and after saturday... im free! no more homeworks, no more books, no more teacher's dirty looks.. hahaha! but that's not the best thing about summer break (na bitin since we have summer class.. then another summer break!) you know what's keepng me sane despite my forthcoming exams? the BEACH!!! wahooooooooooiiiiiiiiii!

hay, sobrang stress lng the past couple of.. i dont know! i cant remember kung kelan ung last time na walang issue na hnaharap! i mean since i enrolled in kester, parang 1 big adventure to another.. madalas overlapping pa! i mean, hindi lng naman sa school ung issues e... i dont know if this is because im growing older kaya the issues are growing ren.. basta, it could get depressing.. pero that's not me! iyak lng sandali.. then life goes on!

hay, but i can't be strong naman all the time, ryt? sometimes, gusto ko ren magpaka weak.. coz it's so tiring to be strong all the time.. grabe, ung effort and all! haaaaaay.. kng pwede lng sa beach na ako tumira.. steady life.. why not?! haaaay, i need to go to the beach before i go crazy!!!

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pwede ba naman mawala to?!

1. what are you doing other than typing? reading

2. who do you always text? moi, dwardie boi, tam, ate allah... and the rest of the people of the sun! hahaha.. switch to sun na para masaya lahat!

3. status right now? single and ready to mingle! ehehehe.. single

4. Who's always with you? these days.. moi & 2l

5. what do u plan of doing today? sleep, then go with papa as scheduled, then go home and study...

6. what's your fave fruit? strawberry, mango, persimon, kiwi... actually, khet ano!

7. where you at right now?my room

8. who are you with?online with tin, with my sleepng brother sa side ng room nya...

9. when was the last time you went to church? this afternoon

10. who was with you then?my pets.. aka my gorgeous siblings

11. Do you have any enemy? wala.. im nice!

12. do you spend much on your phone bills? nope!

13. what sim do you use? smart & sun

14. where are you going tomorrow? out

15. what's your cellphone no.? 0921 something something.. and 0922 sumthin else

16. what time is it now?12.55am

17. If life will give you the love and chance to spend the rest of your life with someone, who would it be?? that someone God's made for me.. nux!

18. who are the people you would never want to lose? my family.. and basta sila!

19. Have you ever been in love? uh-huh!

20. Have you ever ridden a trike? yep.. shempre naman!

21. Have you ever ridden a jeepney? yupyup!

22. What are you wearing right now? blue tank & gray boxrs

23. Do you know how to swim? yup!

24. Do you wear fitted shirts? if i have to

25. Who is your dream girl/guy? :D

26. Do you love sports? watchng them, yea

27. What are your hobbies? khet ano, basta fun!

28. Do you do bar-hop? nope!

29. Do you find yourself cute? oh yes! uh-huh!

30. Describe your personality? it's complicated! (haha.. every aspect ba ng life complicated?)

32. How many brothers or sisters do you have? 2 brothers, 1 sister.. + 2 sisters pa pala!

33. Would you rather spend the day with your bf/gf or friends? sama sama lahat!

still not sleepy...

just got home... past couple of days have been so crazy... what with "proclamation 1017"... texts of bomb threats, bomb scare, uncertain national situation...

and it only gets worse... haaaay... its just sad that parang andami kong friends na may problema... iba ibang issues... i dont know na nga kng sino ang pinaka "its complicated" e... haaaay.. let's all stay strong.. kaya naten to! inum lng.. cheers! (oo na, hindi un ang solution...)

haaaay.. wala lang.. parang-- what's wrong with this world? bawal ba maging masaya?! im not being bitter nor pessimistic.. it's just that for every happy friend i see, meron 3 sad friends... what's up with that?!

oh well, life goes on. things will eventually fall into place. in God's perfect timing... (how many times do i have to say that to convince myself?) wala lng...

sometimes, it's just so hard to pretend you're ok.

personally, i think im ok. i mean, iv been in this situation for how many months na. yea, there's no getting used to living in sh!t.. pero ewan ko ba. i just keep on looking at the good stuff that's happening.

i mean that there are times na i ask myself if tama pa ba ung gnagawa ko. kng kaya ko pa... yea, kaya ko pa.. pero tama pa ba...

and then something nice happens... and i realize that i have reasons to stay... small sweet stuff that remind me that this is worth it. ewan ko... basta, im happy... it may be hard but im still happy...

as for my friends, i just hope that you're all happy...

life may be hard, but whatever you're going through, ull realize that it's all worth it. basta, nothing beautiful comes easy. ang iniisip ko nlng.. everything that's happening.. nanjan sha to help us appreciate our lives more. pag naging ok na.. mas ichecherish naten un kse andaming hirap na pnagdaanan para maabot yon... aun lng.. sabaw...

kaya survey nlng!

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1. Where did you go last friday? - yesterday? school, then bang coffee with tin & gi, then jacks loft with sawi.. last friday.. megamall, then strata, then sm north to watch rex navarette (gawsh.. saya! lafftrip chong!) then esquinita

2. Did you have fun? - shempre!!!

3. Who were you with? Were they cool? - bang coffee-- tin & gi; eastwd -- sawi grls, jacob & cho; mega & strata -- manna, jhed & chie; rex & esquinita -- manna, jhed, chie, tin, jr & mamoi :)

4. What time did you sleep last nyt? - before 3 am

5. Have you gone to the beach just w/ your buddies? - yup! punta tau!!! beach.. beach... beach..

6. Do you love sunsets? - yup! lalo na sa beach...

7. What's the best thing you have ryt now that you don't have a month ago? - ewan ko...

8. when is your b-day? - 12-10-82

9. What are your wishes for your birthday? - my last birthday.. na sana everybody happy!

10. Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birthday? - my family & friends

11. Have you ever felt that you've been taken for granted? - yup... sad...

13. Do you miss your school? - ateneo?! sobra... mas madali buhay don e... steady

14. What's the best thing that happened to you? - dami e!

15. are you sleepy at this moment? - nope.. damnit!

16. Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey? - matulog.. sana antukn nako!

17. What's the most important sentence/s that lingers in your mind right now? - a ewan.. sabaw.. ang gulo ng utak ko now e...

18. Double Dutch or Rocky Road? - chunky monkey or half-baked choco chips cookie dough

19. Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedez? - chocolate cake

20. Do you know how to drive? - when i have to.. pero kng may ibang magddrive, hindi po ako marunong...

21. What's the highest speed you've driven? - ewan ko... careful driver ako.. basta naaalala ko, 65 sa 40 speed limit zone sa los feliz.. tpos naalala ko na hindi pala pwede suhulan ang mga kanong pulis.. pech!

22. Do you like drag racing? - aus lng..

23. Do you know how to play the guitar? - hindi..

24. What song is in your head right now ? - something stupid.. kse un ung ngpplay sa itunes e

25. Is there anyone you wanna talk to at this very moment? - yup!

26. Who's the last person you texted? - mamoi :)

27. KFC or Kenny Rogers? - kep-c

28. Beach or Mountain? - beach chong!!!

29. Do you find yourself sexy and beautiful?? - oh yes, y not?! it's my blog!

30. Do you have accomplishments this past week? - hindi ako uminom tonyt.. on a friday nyt! & i got home before midnyt.. sankapa?!

31. Hotdogs or cheesedogs? - whichever

32. Do you like Shawarma? - yup! gusto ko shawarma now na.. gutom nako!

33. is there sum1 ur misin ryt nw? - yup!

35. Do you love someone right now? - yup! madami... love ko kayong lahat!