my current state

nenoked from mamush's blog :p

i am: in love... nye! hungry!
i miss: baby ko! kakapanibago na wala akong inaalagaan e :p (miss na kita babe! hehehe :p)
i want: siopao sa gh... lotsa cash so i can spend a month (or 2 or 3 or 4...) in some secluded beach...
i hate: nothing.. no one.. yako ng nega vibes e!
i have: to start fixing my body clock...
i fear: cats noisily meowing at 3am...
i play: shy & innocent :p hehehe :p
i hear: my itunes playing
i care: about a lot of people.. i hope ok silang lahat
i smile: a lot.. when i remember something nice, when im with people dear to me..
i wonder: about a lot of things...
i love: my life.. my family.. baby ko.. my friends
i think: therefore i am.. I AM.. miss ko na kau! movie nyt naman jan!
i always: try to find something nice about everything and everyone.. bawal nega vibes ha!
i am not: plastic (pareho kme ni mamush!)
i sing: in the shower.. when im riding a roller coaster (hahaha, yupyup!) when im using the pc
i wish: everyone would be blissfully-in-love :p
i keep: happy memories
i can: stay up all night
i can't: drive in manila
i write: i seldom write anything nowadays
i won: :p
i lost: my sanity years back
i smell: my shampoo.. ambango! hihihi :p
i confuse: myself
i should: stop this, freshen up, curl up in my brother's bed, read a book so id fall asleep na

update

here's an update on my life...

im still a total bum! and ill be a bum for 2 1/2 more weeks! i haven't been this idle since.. i dont know! hehehe...
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1) Single, Crushin', Interested, or in aRelationship?
++ "single"

2) Are you happy with where you are?
++ yea

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
++ nope.. usually not

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
++ uh huh!

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
++ yea.. like when u so didnt study for a major test since u just had to go out drinking with friends the night before! :p hehehe.. i know i should say no.. pero ang hypocrite ng dating e!

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
++ depende..

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
++ nope

8) Do you want children?
++ definitely!

9) How many?
++ at least 2

10) Would you consider adoption?
++ as a last, desperate resort, i guess yea

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do youthink is a cool way to let you know?
++ say it!

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
++ i dont play hard to get!

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating the game?
++ no

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
++ hasnt happened to me

15) Are you romantic?
++ i dont know

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
++ why would i want to change som1?

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be?
++ some overwhelmingly beautiful, peacefully secluded beach :) na sobrang ganda ng view

18) Sex buddies - good or bad?
++ baaaaaaad! STDs maaaaan!

19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
++ depends kng sino, what reason, and kung gano katindi ung away :p

20) Do you have feelings for someone right now,whether they know it or not?
++ yep!

21) Have u ever wished u could've had someone but u messed that up?
++ i guess

22.) Have you broken a heart?
++ yup, mine

23.)What will happen if u come and find another person in bed with ur boyfriend/girlfriend/wife/husband?
++ away to!

24.) Would u ever fight somebody over ur significant other?
++ depends

25.)What would u say ABOUT your last ex?
++ he owes me money! :p hahaha! seriously.. he's an ok person

alive and kicking!

gosh, i cant believe ive been a total bum for almost 2 months already!

when summer started, i thought id find a job, something for me to do since i decided not to take any subjects this summer.. (i need a break! some time away from kester please!) may's almost over, school starts in a little over 3 weeks.. and let's see... iv been busy watching tv, going online, looking after my alaga (hahaha! mamoi!) and... eating!

im graduating (again!) in a year.. a year and a couple of months, actually.. grabe, sobrang bilis! sana matapos na to.. i mean, i enjoy it.. hospital duty, lecture.. pero relying on solely my allowance is tough! why don't i get a job, u ask? hirap to get something part time, kse hospital duty sked changes... and shempre, kakarerin ko MS! i didnt take it this summer coz i dont want to rush it.. gusto ko magconcentrate tlga...

oh well.. 1 year nlng.. haaaay...

soooooo... survey time AGAIN!
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1. Fireeeeeeeeeee, what's the first thing you grab?
my bag i guess.. or at least my phone..

2. There's a fruit costume party, what fruit doyou dress up?
hmmm... green apple... tas lublob ko sarili ko sa caramel.. yumyum!

3. What do you like to eat?
anything!!!

4. Who are the women who are your greatest inspiration?
my mother

5. What do you wear to the beach?
edi beach wear! :p bikini, board shorts, slippers

6. What is your best feature?
uhhhh

7. What's your fave TV program?
one tree hill! greys anatomy! khet anong lafftrip! madtv! stuff sa jack :)

8. What do you like from Sex and the City?
carrie's thoughts

9. What is your fave kind of cheese?
depends on what im eating it with

10. What are most of your thoughts about?
where ill get money (puro gastos, wala namang trabaho & allowance!), where ill go after grad :) (ui, excited!)

11.What`s the best thing to do on a Friday night?
qt with friends.. or stay in pag walang budget :p

12. The most important thing in your life is?
the people who makes it worth living :)

13.Do you like to go to the Casinos?
aus lng.. punta lng, pero i dont like gambling, talo ako e!

14. What would you most likely add on to your house?
a super nice home theater system, a pool na surrounded ng white sand, lounge chairs & hammocks (ahem... my own little beach), chillax room

15. What kind of servant do you need the most?
someone i could trust

16. Do you feel ugly right now?
no! ahem ahem

17. Do you like to listen to the guitar or the bass?
whichever

18. Where would you go on vacation?
bora bora! mauritius! carribean cruise! key west! hawaii! bsta may aus na beach at maganda ang sikat ng araw.. aus nako!

19. What's your fave saying?
work hard, party harder!

20. What is your idea of a good weekend?
basta makapag recharge..

21. Which is healthier for you, bowl of salad or seafood platter?
seafood

22. Do you spend more time watching Tv or on the internet?
pareho lng

23.Does your partner take you out at least once a week?
nux, "partner"! we see each other at least once a week.. qt lng :)

24. Does your partner have similar taste?
hindi sa lahat ng bagay

25. Are you straight?
oh yes!
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1.Last fruit na kinain mo? bakit?::
indian mango.. un ung meron e

2. Last place na pinuntahan mo? ano ginawa mo?::
dencios sa gh.. baby shower

3. Last na kausap sa phone? ano topic?::
vicj.. tnanong nya f i got the results na

4. Last na nagtext sayo? ano sabi?::
mamoi ko.. "thnx babe Ü"

5. Last song na pinakinggan mo? feel mo ung song?::
crazy for this girl.. ehehe.. etswe na :)

6. Last na pinagalitan mo..Bakit mo pinagalitan?::
hindi ko alam.. cguro ung alaga ko... mamoi kse! :p

7. Last person na nagalit sayo? bakit?::
c basti siguro.. kinukulit ko

8. Last na softdrinks na ininom mo? bakit?::
coke.. pagubos ko nung siopao, i realized na wala akong water e.. nakiinom ako k mamoi

9. Last color ng t-shirt na suot mo?::
pink

10. Last na ka date mo? musta naman?::
mamoi ko.. it was great, thank you for asking :p

11. Last movie na pinanood mo?::
da vinci

12. Last person na iniyakan mo?::
hindi ko alam e

13. Last na binili mo? satisfied?::
siopao.. yup! sarap e!

14. Last restaurant na kinainan mo? nabusog kaba?::
dencios.. sobrang buchog.. salamat po!

15. Last Club/Bar na pinuntahan mo? ano ginawa mo?::
uhhh.. deins ko alam.. inom malamang!

16. Last na tinawagan mo? bakit mo sya tinawagan?::
mamoi ko.. asked him where kme mgkita

17. Last person na nakapagpakaba sayo? Bakit?::
ung kapatid ni little dudu :p e kala ko...

18. Last sports na nilaro mo?::
golf... sa phone ko :p

19. Last person na naiisip mo? bakit?::
mamoi ko.. hindi ko pala na replyan!

20. Last pc games na nilaro mo? ok ba?::
rf.. hehehe.. epal!

21. Last website na pinuntahan mo?::
blog ng friend

22. Ano pakiramdam mo sa pinuntahan mong website?::
walang update

23. Last bf/gf mo? Bakit?::
asus!

24. Last song na nakapagpasaya sa araw mo?Bakit?::
to be near you.. tagal ko nang iniisip kng ano nga uli un e.. buti naalala ko na!

25. Last thing na gusto mo magkaroon? Bakit?::
cash.. lots of it! bakit, ayaw nyo ba non?!

26. Last thing na gusto mong gawin pero di mo magawa? Bakit?::
kumain ng siopao.. e hindi ako nakabili e.. wala namang siopao dito

27. Last time na nagsimba ka? Bakit?::
last sunday.. e ganon e

28. Last na out of town? saan?::
almost 2 months ago.. galera

9. Last na gagawin mo before mo i close ang pc?Bakit?::
hindi ko pa lam