im taking a break from watching autumn in my heart. iv been watching it for 3 nyts (wed, thurs & tonight) and im on the 13th episode pa lng...

anyhow...

1. WHAT CURSE WORD D0 Y0U USE?
-->> t^ng!na

2. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO NOW?
-->> nothing

3. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU TALK TO THE MOST?
-->> baby ko

4. WHAT TIME IS Y0UR ALARM CL0CK SET?
-->> depends.. usually 2- 2 1/2 hrs before i have to be somewhere

5. DO YOU WEAR FLIP FLOPS WHEN IT'S COLD?
-->> no

6. W0ULD Y0U RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE 0R BE IN THE PICTURE?
-->> be in it

7.WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE Y0U WATCHED?
-->> little man last nyt :)

8. D0 ANY OF Y0UR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN?
-->> uh huh

9. HAS ANY0NE EVER CALLED Y0U LAZY?
-->> yep

10. D0 YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATI0N T0 HELP Y0U FALL ASLEEP?
-->> nope

11. WHAT songs ARE CURRENTLY oN Y0UR iPod?
-->> a lot

12. D0 Y0U PREFER REGULAR 0R CHOCOLATEMILK?
-->> whichever

13. HAS ANY0NE T0LD Y0U A SECRET THIS WEEK?
-->> dont think so

14. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD STARBUCKS?
-->> some time ago

15. CAN Y0U WHISTLE?
-->> a bit

16.D0 YOU THINK PE0PLE TALK AB0UT Y0U BEHIND YOUR BACK?
-->> yup! some can be pretty obvious

17. DID Y0U WATCH CARTO0NS AS A CHILD?
-->> of course i did!

18. WHAT M0VIE D0 YOU KNOW EVERY LINE TO?
-->> none

19. D0 YOU 0WN ANY BAND T-SHIRTS?
-->> no

20. IS ANY0NE IN LOVE WITH Y0U?
-->> ewan ko :p

21. DO YOU DO YOUR OWN DISHES?
-->> now, i dont...

22. EVER CRY IN PUBLIC?
-->> i try not to anymore

23. ARE Y0U 0N A DESKT0P COMPUTER 0R A LAPTOP?
-->> desktop doing this, laptop watching autumn in my heart :p

24. ARE Y0U CURRENTLY WANTING ANY PIERCINGS 0R TATTO0S?
-->> no

31. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?
-->> warm when its not raining

32. W0ULD Y0U EVER DATE S0ME0NE C0VERED IN TATTO0S?
-->> i dont think so

33. WHAT DID YOU DO BEFORE THIS?
-->> was watching autumn in my heart

34. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU SLEPT ON THE COUCH?
-->> cant remember

35. H0W MANY H0URS OF SLEEP D0 YOU NEED TO FUNCTION?
-->> i can function with no sleep.. but function well, i guess 3 hours

36. D0 Y0U EAT BREAKFAST DAILY?
-->> i seldom wake up before lunchtym

37. ARE Y0UR DAYS FULL AND FAST PACED?
-->> some are.. most, petiks tlga

38. D0 YOU PAY ATTENTION TO THE CAL0RIES IN THE FOOD YOU EAT?
-->> no

39. D0 Y0U USE SARCASM?
-->> a bit

40. H0W 0LD WILL Y0U BE TURNING ON Y0UR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
-->> 24

41. ARE Y0U PICKY AB0UT SPELLING AND GRAMMAR?
-->> grammar, a bit :p

42. HAVE Y0U EVER BEEN TO SIX FLAGS?
-->> yep! love love LOOOOOOOVE it!

43.D0 YOU GET AL0NG BETTER WITH THE SAME SEX 0R THE OPPOSITE SEX?
-->> whichever

44.BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
-->> boyfriend

45.D0 Y0U SLEEP 0N Y0UR SIDE OR BACK?
-->> sometimes back, sometimes side

46. D0 Y0U WATCH THE NEWS?
-->> very seldom

47. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
-->> showering after a long day at the beach in bohol :p

48. WH0 WAS THE LAST PERS0N T0 MAKE Y0U CRY?
-->> ABET <-- bad boi!

49. D0 YOU LIKE ANYB0DY?
-->> yep! james lafferty! ahehehe :p

50. HOW'S THE SURVEY?
-->> it's done.. im ready to go back to watching autumn in my heart :p

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iv just updated my multiply site.. actually, i just uploaded some pix & copied some of my posts here...

i have a lot of online photo albums.. iv forgotten some of them na.. but they're around :)
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i was lying in bed kanina, but i wasnt sleepy so i was just thinking about my day & how uneventful it was...

then i remembered my chika session with some of my blockmates. 4 hours of idleness ba naman... shempre, andaming chika.

some stuff i heard-- shocking... some sweet.... some inspiring... some funny...
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slowly, people are coming to terms with things. and it's nice to finally have the truth-from-my-perspective out... khet na sa few people lang.
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what's sssoooooooooo not nice about being in a small school is that your business is everyone else's business... scratch that... not naman everyone... just a few other people na hindi naman talaga concerned... i guess hindi talaga nawawala ung people na paguusapan ung buhay ng may buhay. siguro the adventures in their lives aren't exciting enough...

as i always say, people can talk all they want. eventually, talks die down. new issues come up. people forget & move on. some pretend to forget. there are a few who hold on... pero konti lang sila.

we should just let them be. let them believe the news they "heard" & passed around. let them believe the little truth they want to believe in... even if in the back of their minds they know there's more to that truth they know, hayaan na sila sa gusto nilang ibelieve.
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it's ok naman talaga for people to talk e. what's irritating is when they judge you. and when they act all author-y na andaming dagdag bigla ng story mo.
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so anyway, im not perfect & i won't pretend na hindi ako nakikichismis. but i try to hold judgment ano man marinig o makita ko. most of the time, ayoko na magpakwento e.. pero lumalabas at lumalabas tlaga ang kwento...

like ung chismis na narinig ko kanina... it's shockingly funny na nakakabother, pero ano naman, ryt? kanya kanyang buhay lang. sana masaya sha... kse ako masaya Ü
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by the way, i was acting all bitter a few nyts back. naisip ko lang how some people can get so cynical. i just got to thinking about the different reactions people had sa story ko (na dating kay gulo... pero ayos na un!). some were very supportive, and i appreciate those people... very much (oh, you just couldnt imagine how much!). especially those people who were holding on for me during those times na i so wanted to give up. thank you thank you thank you! thanks for believing when i didnt want to believe anymore. thanks for praying for me :)

then there were those who listened to my story but kept mum. somehow, i appreciate those people too.. i mean, they did not judge me. or if they did, they kept it to themselves.

there were those who i guess had their own opinions about me before, but did not let those opinions stop them from getting to know me. thanks ren! hihihi :p im not so bad after all :p

then there were others who said they were concerned about me. they said they just didnt want to see me hurt. i wouldve been thankful, but everytime i talk to them, i can see na they were waiting for me to breakdown... or waiting for disaster to strike. it got too tiring to tell them the story coz obviously, they've already come up with the conclusion that ill be broken in the end, and i guess they were too busy preparing their "you'll be ok", "you'll get over that", "you're better off without that", "we'll be here for you, just text us, we'll go out and we'll help you forget" and whatever else speeches they could come up with to show me the support i wanted.

and those who judged me with the little they know... and until now, they're holding on to that idea of me. may ganon tlaga. as i told a very good friend way back in college-- you can't please everyone... and what's great about that is you don't have to. sorry na lang sila for passing up the chance to get to know a good person. (thanks for reminding me this Ü)

to everyone- IM HAPPY NOW Ü thanks! thanks for those believers & non-judgmental people for helping me out. and thanks ren for those cynical & judgmental people... i loved the challenge. im sorry if i proved you wrong. sometimes, things DO WORK OUT... the THINGS YOU PRAY FOR... GOD GIVES THEM TO YOU... in that "package" you imagined it to be... and then it gets better. i guess i was praying for the right thing :p

sobra na!

db we didnt have ncm lecture last week. yesterday, we didnt have class... & we were supposed to have our long exam today..

around 2.30 pm, as i was about to take a bath, carlo called me to let me know that our long exam was again pushed back to a later date since our prof would not be able to go to school since her sister or sister-in-law passed away (God bless her soul...) so another prof would be conducting our lecture since we had a lot of catching up to do.. with midterms coming up next week...

so i hitched a ride with brother dear, but then his car's busted... so i ended up taking a cab from petron to school... i took a cab since i thought i was gonna be late...

when i got to school, my blockmates were still outside... so i sat there with them.. then one of my classmates asked for a yellow paper for our attendance... since our substitute prof would not be able to make it to school!

haaaaaay, bad trip!

2 weeks na kmeng ncm lec! ano ba yan!

so now, i dont know if they're cutting down the coverage & giving us our midterms next week.. or we're having our midterms week after next...

it sucks... coz we miss class... then we're gonna have make up classes... hassle chong!
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anyways, finally got copies of our pictures at dencio's during the 2nd part of abet's bday celeb (aug10) :p
















ayan ang kadabois! (now & a year ago:p)
o dba? shempre, ngayon, stand in si kuya coy dahil si micci nasa LA! mishooooo micci! ikaw lng kulang.. para na tayong nasa fontana.. nag vvideoke at nagiinom.. at ikaw, biglang tinubuan ng balbas... the magic of uling!

(reminiscing! haaaaay.. those were the days tlga.. inseparable ang barkada.. araw araw magkasama... movie dates.. kain sa labas, yayaan sa gh, mang jimmy's, isaw sa UP, carioca & corn sa shoppng center... )

at eto naman ang kadagels! imagine nyo nlng kung ganyan ang nurse nyo... gagaling kayo agad! hahaha, ang tindeh!!! kakamiss na ang gh shopping.. ung mga compulsary buys! pero ayos lang.. menos gastos :p

eto ang kadabears (plus some friends) ngayon & dati! andami nang nagbago.. pero masaya pa ren pagmagkasama :p nux!

hehehe.. sa wakas, nagkasama sama ren kme :) basta magkakasama... ayos!

sa uulitin! sana naman hindi once in a blue moon to!

gawain ng walang magawa...

todo bum mode... didnt have ncm lec last week since mam tim was pretty busy.. duty's in fdm OR, where surgery cases are very exciting (liposuction, mastoplasty... liposuction...) :p although these procedures were all scheduled in the AM so we don't get to observe... no duty yesterday, i dont know why, but im not complaining since we get to rest.. :) no classes today since we're celebrating the anniversary of the man who died for the country he believes is worth dying for... :p

im planning to continue my "my girl" marathon... and hopefully i can start with my "a love to kill" marathon... and on thursday, i hope i get to borrow "love story in harvard" so i could watch that this weekend :)
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but for now...

1. Anong huli mong ginawa bago ka nagbukasng friendster mo?
* galing sa CR... dont ask

2. Saan ka huling nagpuntang lugar? Kailan?Anong ginawa mo don?
* maica's place last nyt... eat, drink & watch the boys gamble... happy bday maica!

3. Lagi ka bang gumigimik?
* nope... it's all school- duty for me.. & saturday date days :)

4. Sino ang kasama mo pag gumigimik ka?
* abebet & whoever mayaya namen

5. Mahilig ka ba sa Italian food?
* uh-huh! actually.. food in general :p

6. Kumakain ka ba ng isaw?
* of course!

7. Madali ka bang magkacrush?
* nope.. tumatanda na ata ako :p

8. Madali ka bang main love?
* ay hindi den :p

10. Nagagalit ka ba sa sarili mo?
* yup, sometimes :)

11. Prangka ka ba?
* before, yep.. now, hindi na mashado.. makaramdam na lng sana db?

12. Umiiyak ka na ba sa harap ng ibang tao?
* hay nako, iyakin ako e :p

13. Nakarating ka na ba ng ibang bansa?
* yep

14. Maarte ka ba?
* hindi

15. May bf/gf ka ba ngayon?
* meron... ung alaga kong mamoi na ang cute cute talaga :p

16. Sweet ka ba?
* hindi e

17. Mahilig ka bang mang-asar?
* hindi maxado.. pero kng si basti, oo :p

18. May tao na bang nakasakit sayo?
* honaman!

19. May tao bang muntik ng magsuicide dahil sayo?
* josme... hanggang salita lng ang ganon!

20. May pupuntahan ka ba bukas?
* meron.. sa skul! may long exam nga kame where our prof's expecting us to perfect it since she moved it to tomorrow when we were actually supposed to have it last tuesday

21. Kumakain ka ba ng crepe?
* yep! basta pagkain!

22. Anong pinakagusto mo autumn, winter,spring or summer?
* mid-spring, late summer chaka late winter :) arte no?!

23. Masaya ba ang buhay?
* yup! one big adventure!

24. Kailan ka huling nagkaron ng kaaway?
* last week, inaaway ako ni abebet :p

25. Anong oras na?
* 1.40pm

26. Nasaan ka ngayon? Sinong kasama mo?
* kwarto.. si vicky, natutulog behind me

27. Kumain ka na ba?
* yep! gumising ako para kumain!

28. Marunong ka bang magplay ng musical intrument?
* magoperate ng magic sing, pwede na?

29. Marunong ka bang kumanta?
* ef lng :p

30. Nagppray ka ba?
* of course!
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isa pa!

L A S T P E R S O N W H O :
1. Sent you a text message:
+ abet

2. Saw you cry:
+ me

3. Went to the movies with you?
+ abet.. we saw 2 movies last weekend :p

4. You went to the mall with?
+ abet

5. You went to dinner with?
+ abet & his blockmates.. bday celeb ni maica last nyt

7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it?
+ baby ko

8. Broke your heart?
+ myself :p

9. Made you laugh?
+ ung mga hirit ni dar kagabi

10.Talked on the phone?
+ baby ko

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
+ tongue nlng

2. Be serious or be funny?
+ ayoko serious :p

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
+ whole :p pero pag cereals, skim :)

4. Die in a fire or drown?
+ if i really have to choose... pwedeng wala :p

5. Spend time with your parents or worst enemies?
+ naman.. parents!

D O Y O U P R E F E R. .

1. Gray or black?
+ black

2. Colored or Black and white photos?
+ colored naman.. im not artsy e :p

3. Lust or love?
+ love xempre

4. Sunrise or sunset?
+ sunset :)

5. M&Ms or Skittles?
+ m&ms

6.Staying up late or waking up early?
+ stay up late

some peace...

schoolwise, duty's been a bit stressful since mam's giving us a lot of requirements that we need to pass, but what the heck, i won't complain since we're practically done with them.. just gotta edit our paper & pass it to mam on monday :)
and we have this long exam pa pala on tuesday... gotta study for that!

on other news, pearl finally emailed me! after over 2 months of not hearing fm her, she finally sent me this short email... but she said she'll email me her life updates on sunday when she finally gets an internet connection (she moved to her new apartment)...

still on other news...

we celebrated my baby's bday last sunday by throwing him a surprise party... and although kulang ung kadabears, at least andon naman ung blockmates... sobrang fun sha. but tinulugan ko sila for around an hour kse i havent had enuf sleep some couple of nights prior to that.. and i just came fm a 6am-6pm ER duty that time...
















anyway, it was still fun... i hope he liked it! dapat lng.. the next day, he threw up ng ilang beses e!

last wednesday, we did our case pres over @ jana's. we were really planning to do it... but since the 2 laptops we had either had a virus or run slower than kuya ceasar speaking on a draggy day.. we ended up-- "doing our case pres"














and here's more other news... i was chika-ing with some friends last nyt... sobrang nakakatawa what i learned. una, it was shocking.. then i just laughed.. then lumabas na ung mga issues... haaaaaay... some people tlga o!

at meron pa!

ay, wag nlng... baka may magfeeling pag nabalitaan e...

here's a message nlng to some people (now kse parang andaming ganito e... if ur affected, baka ikaw na nga un) --

WAG NA PAGPILITAN!

un lng.