toxic

the past week has been so toxic, im so surprised im still alive... and able to blog, at that!

this week is finals week. i have 3 finals coming up-- one later this afternoon, and the other 2 on saturday. plus we have to defend our community assessment for RLE2. my gosh, i can't believe how toxic THAT ALONE is!

since last week, ive been getting 5 hours of sleep MAX each night. i would sometimes go to our community with just 2 hours of sleep. (well, there were times that i was not really busy, i just could not fall asleep. insomnia attack again!) but my lack of sleep does not really bother me (although i hate it coz my eyes now look scary...)

what really sucks about all these is the fact that ive spent so much since last week. all in all, i think ive spent over 1500. that really sucks coz ive been saving up for my trips... daym!

well, ive spent 5 days working in different coffee shops. i never did that back in ateneo! i mean, yea, we would work for several straight days, but we'd usually work in someone's house. (hmmm, golps! i miss ur mom's cooking... and UP stopover with ob, juls, andrew, alec & van before going to ob's)

so anyway, i feel like iv had too much caffeine in my system, but im not stopping. i just love the tea lattes and the ice blended green tea over at coffee bean!
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i realized one thing today. waking up to study or work on something does not work for me. i tried that this morning, and i swear, i sucked the entire day. i could not think straight, i could not type properly, i almost felt like giving up on our project, especially when our CI told us that we had to revise some stuff... some major revision.

anyway, a good thing happened today... they moved our defense to friday. so that means we could work on our project later... which also means that if i do that, then i would have to stay up late and study for my bio & pharma pre-finals on thurs, then stay up late again to study our final paper for our defense then finish our scrapbook due also on friday.

c'mon, say it with me... TOXIC!

just thinking about everything i still have to do frustrates and tires me.

but at least i have something to look forward to next week!

8 days to go, sis!

PLUS, i can finally go to the beach!!!

just a little bit more sacrifice...