survey on...

love!

haha, let's see...

AIRA-- you have to answer this in your blog... take a break- don't over study! i don't want a crazy sister!

Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
+ siguro naman! although feeling ko, mama & papa are secretly praying na wag muna... hehe :)
Describe yourself in one word when it comes to love?
+ my friends would say - im TANGA. i say- im ... i dont know :)
Who would you pick, someone who really loves you or the one you really love?
+ my answer still hasn't changed-- id still go for the one i love :)
Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him?
+ kung love- NO. 1 pa lang naman e. tinanong nya saken if mahal ko sha, edi sinabi ko!
Does it feel good to love?
+ yup!
Is it hard if you love him, he loves you-- but it's impossible?
+ oh, YES! sobrang sakit. i remember that time-- (uy, 4 yrs, 5 months & 6 days ago na un... wow, 4-5-6! hehe!) he told me lots of times na he still loves me, tapos i never told him how i felt.. tpos that day, he finally asked me if i love him... ang tagal ko bago sinagot (although i know obvious naman ung sagot e). when i finally did answer, i just cried kse wala akong magawa. ayun, nag-iyakan lang kame sa car nya... huhuhu :'(
God is giving u just 5 more minutes to live. if you love someone, what will you say to that person?
+ normal kwentuhan, tpos i love you. matagal pa naman ang 5 mins e!
What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you love him/her?
+ hay, maniwala ka. hindi ko basta-basta sinasabi yun e :)
Which one hurts the most, s/he left you or played with you?
+ played with me.
Was there ever a time when you tried to learn to love someone
+ yup.. it wasn't that hard, though :)
What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
+ it's sometimes forgivable, as long as it's not exag. they should learn to be more trusting... trusting lang, hindi tanga ha!
What can you say about people who try to resist love?
+ why resist such a gift? baka s/he's just scared... come, come, there's nothing scary about it... NYEK! (tpos kwentuhan kme ng love horror stories-- abt someone leaving someone for someone else... hahaha!)
What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
+ laro lang ng laro.. basta alam ng kalaro mo na laro lang yun. wala lang sakitan...
What can you say about those who hurt you?
+ wala naman e. looking back, i know it was my choice (not fault, CHOICE!)
What can you say to the person who loves you now?
+ wala ren e. asan ka na ba? kahit nga sweet fantasy, wala e. (aira, help!)
How do you love?
+ im super loyal & giving (love -- hindi lang romantic love ha.. this includes loving my friends & family) my friends say im stupid when im in love. pero hindi nila alam kng pano talaga... nyek, haha!
Do you get attracted easily?
+ nope! but im not pihikan.
Are you a jealous type?
+ no... to a fault!
Who's more important? FRIENDS OR FAMILY?
+ FAMILY, of course! constant yan e...

CBTL promenade

after our KDB dinner (noni's treat- pizza hut! thanks, friend for life!), i asked my brother to drop me off at GH so i could hang out with aira & shine.

another per sé but i have to charge session for us. i bet the people in the next table think we're weirdos. well, live & let live.

one thing that struck me yesterday... aira asked me if i was really over him. without having to think, i nodded. then shine asked if i still love him. again, not missing a beat, i said yes.

weird, ryt? but then, that was as honest as it could get.

i mean, i could now really say i am over him (after almost 7 long years!) but i haven't totally forgotten him (how could u totally forget someone u were with... lalo na, 1st love.... ewwww, cheesy!) but i no longer think of him and pray that he'll bump his head and realize na he should ask me back again. i no longer regret doing what i did, not taking him back, not giving us a 2nd chance. i mean, everything turned out ok eventually, ryt? i just laugh at myself whenever i remember that for how many years, i convinced myself (and insisted to my friends) that someday, we'll be back together. once in a while, i remember him and think "wow, i havent thought of him for so long!" hehe, galing no!

but of course, there's this part of me that will always love him. although it's very different from what i felt for him before, it's still love. i don't actually know how to describe it... but shine understood it anyway, so i guess i don't have to explain myself anymore. :)

so, yea... i guess im healed na. finally! yipeeee!

pix uploaded!

finally, a decent dsl connection! as promised, iv uploaded pictures from my camera. so check them na lng... the links are in the right side of your screen... :)

cravings...

after 3 days of bugging basti's yaya to make fresh lumpiang ubod for dinner, we finally had it today! so when she texted me that we're having it for dinner, i rushed home... YUM, YUM, YUM!

however, im still sad since i havent had TWIX yet. iv been craving for it since monday morning. we went to hi-top earlier. they didn't have it. i asked my brother to buy me some, he went to 3 convenience stores, and they didnt have any, either...

am i that bad a person that i can't have even one bar of TWIX? (exag!) sad, so sad...

what's so bad pa is i dont want any other chocolate bars... i mean, if i can't have twix, then im not having any. coz i know that even if i eat another chocolate bar, id still crave for twix. so bale wala lang ung kakainin kong chocolate...

SAD... so SAD...

free spirit

once in a while, we have to give in to our need to hang out with friends and rant about everything-- including the shallowest things.

the best way to rant-- gather ranting friends, hang out in a nice spot (CBTL in promenade is really pretty! chai! chai! chai!), bring ur mp3 players-- AND RANT YOUR HEARTS OUT...

then laugh, come up with silly ideas, dares, plans... fun!

hay, but after that, it's back to reality for us. back to school... and even if we ranted our hearts out already, the topic of our rants are still there...

but who cares-- we can go rant again! yey!


aira's free spirit poem says it all

weird...

i saw CRASH with tin & gi last nyt... how's the movie? WEIRD! i swear...
it's too deep (but feels too shallow), too heavy, too negative. ludacris is too mad at the world... i can't believe LA is as racist as he thinks. come on, that's LA! being a person with color is the in thing there now! there are no cops as cute as ryan phillippe. there are no filipinos-- i mean, come on! when im there, i sometimes forget im not in the pinas!
weird... so weird! we should've seen stealth or wedding crashers instead!
anyway, my family's watching CHARLIE & THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY tomorrow. i loved the first one, and my brother vicky says this one's nice rin. can't wait!
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so anyway, im doing a survey again since im stuck at home with nothing to do. well, actually, i have to stay at home and study for my chem validation test. it's comprehensive, but iv no idea what topics i need to study. so bahala na!

1.lets start with your name
eurosa maria veronique

2. unang araw na nakita ka sa mundo
nung 23rd bday ng pinakamagandang babae sa mundo... nanay ko-- 10 dec 82 (yupyup, magka bday kme. pati si brother vicky& father dearest ko... astig no!)

3. living with parents?
but of course! back home, no more rent!

4. first time you fell in love?
too young for it to be legal

5. naging kayo?
oo e.

6. jeep or bus?
whichever

7. gaano katagal yung record mo ngpakikipag usap sa fone ng tuloy-tuloy?
5-6 hours?

8. softdrinks or icedtea?
neither. water addict e

9. first thing na ginagawa mo pag gising mo?
reach for my phone to check the time

10. pag naliligo ka ano una mong binabasa?
my feet

11. ano dream car mo?
wala... basta may car and i dont have to drive myself, im ok :)

12. 10 years from now..you are?
fabulous...

13. what are thinking ryt now?
drop ko na lng kaya chem? tinatamad ako mag aral for my validation test e!

15. choice of color?
red or yellow or pink


16. unit ng fone mo?
6170

17. wer are you ryt now?
floor @ my parents' rm

18. wat r are wearing ryt now?
oversized jersey

19. nagsasalamin ka ba sa mata?
yup, bad trip nga e!

20. may pet ka?
yup! dami

21. ano?
a sister, 2 brothers & 2 cute doggies

22. long hair or short hair?
me? long

23. hot or cold?
warm

24. anong size ng paa mo?
7.5, 8, 9 or 10, depends where im buying

25. your fav coffee shop?
hands down-- COFFEE BEAN & TEA LEAF! i don't drink coffee, kaya tea lattes lang sa CBTL ang nagpapasaya saken :)

26. anong ringtone mo?
stay (cute talga ni jay & ruben, dba sis?)

27. na try mo na bang bunutin yung sarili mong ngipin?
yups! 2 or 3x ata

28. trip mo bang mag around the world?
ultimate dream...

29. funniest line you've ever heard?
hahahahahaha!

30. last words?
hwe?

31. ano nga b pangalan mo?
yung totoo, eurose. kaso parang ang short & bitin kaya nagpaalam ako sa parents ko na papalitan ko na. haha! weirdo raw ako
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1.what if someone ask u for a date?
im busy... may date kme ng bed ko

2.what if that person is your ultimate crush?
piolo? jc? go!

3.what if nalaman mo na may anak na bf/gf mo?
instant family!

4.what if someone gave u 1 million dollars for a nude portrait?
thanks! haha, dignity?

5.what if ung nanliligaw sau / nililigawan mo ay ngtxt na break na kau?
break? e hindi naman kme... that's funny!

6.what if umulan ng pako?
it's raining nails... hallelujah!

Who's who

1.who would u like to give thanks to?
my fabulous family

2.kanino mo gustong sabihin e2-- pls give me another chance?
wala naman.

3.eh e2-- I dont wanna see u anymore
si popeye. ask tin kng sino un. naiirita ako now when i see him. ang feeling! ang tanda na e...

4.who would u like to be stuck in an elevator and ano sasabihin mo?
ayaw ko ma stuck sa elevator... scary un! baka sabihin uli ng guard na wag kami umalis dun e... astig tlga guard sa condo ni gelo!

5. who would u like to have a cup of coffee with?
cup of tea... my friends

6.sinong gusto mong maging presidente ng Pilipinas?
si piolo... nyek!

Where's where

1.where do u like to get married?
san sebastian church (childhood dream!)

2.where is your favorite hang out?
my bed

3.where was your first kiss (pang bf/gf)?
sa bahay

4.where did u meet/see your ultimate (ex) crush?
si piolo? hindi kme close. si jc, nakikita ko lang sa school dati. minsan, nasa colayco for some photocopies, kaya love ko bench namen e!

5.where was the last time u were before fronting the computer?
my brother's bed. i was sleeping

6.where did you spend your summer vacation?
what summer vacation? bahay, divisoria, galera & fontana

What's what
1. what gift did u receive in your last b-day?
pinaka memorable, ung card na bigay ng sawi, with the 2 naked ups guys.

2. what would u give to a dying friend?
anything s/he asks me for

3. what were the last words your ex told u?
i dont know.

4. ?!?!?!?!?

5. what was the last gift u gave someone?
i forgot na... book yata for jacey

6. what would u say to the one who made this questions?
thanks!

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1 .How many times have you fallen inlove?
2x. same guy. olats! once na almost lang

2. Did they love you back?
ung 1 sure ako, he did.

3. When you fall out of love, do you easily giv up and get out of the relationship?
nope.

4. hu made you laugh the most?
my friends

5. Cry most?
ang ex

6. Spend time with most?
now, KDB

7. The one you can never 4get
a lot...

8. Did ya ever love someone that didnt become your bf or gf?
yup... 2nd time i fell in love with a particular guy.. bitter?

9. Have you ever cried for a girl/boy?
yup! i cry a lot e

IF ONLY...

after not seeing each other for almost 2 weeks, aira and i went out yesterday to watch IF ONLY. we've heard a lot of people say it's good... so, of course we had to see it!

it's a pretty sad movie... we were both crying na, then we'd look at each other and laugh. panira lang ung couple beside us. sad part of the movie, the girl goes "nakakaiyak!" then the guy goes "panget!"oh well...

so anyway, aira and i were talking about the movie after. (if u don't want to know what happens, press alt+f4 now...)

aira and i were asking each other why it had to end that way. i mean, i was hoping that the 2nd time around, they live since the guy obviously was able to appreciate the girl and all...

but i guess life's really like that. some people are not meant to stay with us forever- even, and sometimes, especially, the ones we love most.

they come into our lives to teach us a lesson, or to make us happy for some time... or whatever. it's really sad... but life goes on...