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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

november recap

hmmmm... let's see... november has been a pretty uuuggggghhhh month. but that last blog by nellie inspired me. ive pretty much felt that i don't have much time to do the things i want to do (ie. sleep, read my supposedly sembreak reads, finally finish my OTH season2 dvd marathon, 2nganga over at cbtl @ promenade, and catch up with friends)
so let's see...
1st week of nov: went home from a 3day vacation @ bicol, practiced for our capping & pinning ceremony, had our capping & pinning ceremony.. had dinner at leslie's @ tagaytay, then went to starbux @ slex... what else?
(well, that's all i can remember.. hmmmm, i probly should start keeping a small journal... u know, just so id remember what i did that day...)
2nd week of nov: classes resumed... so it was all about settling in, getting used to our scheds, orientation, lectures. we were working on having a values 2 class opened for us, which was eventually approved... saw flightplan on wed, had dinner at tokyo2, chai @ cbtl, and a bonding-drinkng sesh w/ a friend @ jack's loft. thurs- went to this gig @ club halo, supposedly to watch ace's band.. but since ai had to be home early, we were not able to catch his band anymore... (next time, bro.. pramis!) i spent saturday with friends, had my uniform repaired, lunch out with KDB, went with 2l & his tita to gh, then to sm north to eat, then met up with some of the SAWI in mega, then went over to golps' condo @ taft for k3n & jew's joint bday celeb. i was supposed to sleep over, but since i was too tired that day, i opted to go home and bond with my bed
3rd week of nov: had the AHA-BLS training at NIA. cried all day nov15 (which shouldnt have happened since that was papa, vicky & noni's bday.. but what the heck... my eyes had a mind of its own.) after the AHA-BLS training on tues, i had to go home & change, then headed over @ bar42 for noni & gi's bday treat & ronan's despedida. saw harry potter GOF with the KDB on thursday, late dinner at fazolis after, bought micci's gift @ starbuck. friday, we went to micci's.. to say byebye, quick lunch over at papsy's :( pretty sad day... (i miss micci...) we went to solas that nyt. ob, juls & golps picked me up before midnyt, and we went to eastwd & had breakfast buffet @ something fishy. went to class the next day without much sleep (what's new?), went to gh to have my phone repaired & buy a sun sim.
nov 20- heard mass w/ the family. ate at superbowl, went to the gym w/ ai, met up w/ vincent to get our clogs.
nov21- supposedly, duty starts today. i went straight to the mandaluyong city hall to meet my groupmates (since it was utterly pointless to go to school first since i was already in mandaluyong). had a short orientation and were assigned readings. we were dismissed before 4, so we went to my place, then went to bambang to buy scrubsuits.
nov22- no duty. i forgot what i did that day. probly tunganga.
nov23- went to people's lying in clinic. short lecture, then a 10-item quiz. we were dismissed arnd 6.30, had dinner w/ some groupmates @ hottopps over at pearldryv.
nov24- class, then dinner & drinkng at dencio's banawe w/ abet, edward, celle & didi... then we transferred to bar42... tuloy ang inom!
nov25- woke up to compile our report. was kinda "late" for my values class (less than 30 mins lng naman e! & i was there b4 gi!). but since im sir francis' "pnakamabait" na student, sabi nya, he won't mark me as late, as long as wag ako makulet sa class. I AM NOT MAKULET! had the bandaging training during NCM101, then we had our quiz on MCH... which i totally did not study for. oh yea, i did study, while we were having that bandaging thingy... went to tin's, waited as she changed, bought kurant @ wilson, went to my house to change, then went to astoria for queenie's party.
nov26- attended class. met up with mikko @ gateway for some catching up & late lunch. (thanks mix, i had so much fun! can't wait to meet robby! im happy that u guys are soooo happy!) went home, changed, went to noni's, then we went to pasong tamo for mamsy's bday celeb.
nov27- oh yea, we were supposed to go to galera (me, tin & jan), but surprise, mama didn't let me go! since im a good daughter and my parents seldom not let me go anywhere, i didnt argue too much anymore. so i spent the day the best way i know how... tunganga. then we heard mass...
nov28- met up with ob, juls & golps, abet joined us to watch exorcism of emily rose. for some reason, i love watchng scary/suspense movies with ob & juls... plus andon si golps this time (who had her eyes covered half of the time... she shouldve insisted on refunding half of what she paid for!). tunganga @ cbtl over at the cinema for 2 hours while waiting for my friends. i was 1st to arrive! (is that EU?) golps arrived, did some catchng up (sa tagal nila, naubusan na kme ng kwento... fm gradesch to our future na ata napagusapan namen e!), abet arrived. we decided to walk around, i showed them mikko & robby's kid, 2nganga @ the foodcourt, finally had dinner when ob & juls arrived. watched the movie. decided to go to eresto in libis after.
nov29- no duty. tunganga. so unproductive. i read 1 page of the assigned reading.
nov30- went to school to meet up with my groupmates so we could pass our group proj to our CI. nagpasama kay papsy to get my uniform in kamuning. went home. read... im halfway done... and am so ready to give up! gawd.. i have to read 3 freakn chapters.. almost 100 pages of freaknly small texts for a freakn 20-pt quiz?! where's the love there?!

so yea, i guess my complaint of having so little time to do the things i want to do is totally baseless...

oh well, not really! ive been YMng with friends fm everywhere.. i did some catchng up with jacey, pearl, some of the kix&kox, ate R.. so i guess i was able to do one of the things i wanted to do...

tomorrow's december... my absolute favorite month! (aside fm the summer months, since then i get to go to the beach.. but then i could still go to the beach anytym of the year.. so...) only good vibes this month, aryt?!

my bday(as well as mama's) is in 10 days... my bday wish -- HAPPINESS.. not just for me, but for my family and all my friends. i don't want to see any of these people crying or going through hell. i dont want to hear that they're sad. i just want everyone to be happy!

im not sure how ill celebrate my bday pa this year... basta punta kayo ha! if wala kayo, tampo na ako! :(

gusto kong bday gift: prayers lang. pray for me and for all those people that im praying for. sana we'd all be happy... we'd all have a much better year ahead.

oh, and i wouldn't mind an ipod video, those sweaters, shoes, slippers, jeans i posted in an earlier entry.. but a gc from AE, A&F, express or hollister will do. and i would love to spend a few days at some nice beach... basta peaceful & secluded... and hindi magastos. and lots of bonding (bonding=alcohol + kwento & kulitan) times with my friends.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

exorcism of emily rose

saw that movie last night with golps, ob, juls & abet. it wasn't as scary as those asian horror flicks we've seen... but it was pretty disturbing... especially since im usually still up at 3 am!
sabi na nga ba, i shouldve just watched PRIME... bryan greenburg (jake of OTH!)! oh well, u guys should watch it ;)

so anyway, i don't have duty today & tomorrow... so 2nganga trip for 2 days... although i have to be in school tomorrow coz we're submitting our grp project... oh, and i should be doing some studyng for my ncm101 quiz on thursday! (bait na student ako!)

but since my brain's still half asleep, ill answer surveys muna. there's no point in forcing my brain to absorb all those stuff!

1. The last movie you watched? >>> exorcism of emily rose

2. The last tv show you watched? >>> i don't know...

3. The last song you heard?>>> change the world

4. The last thing you bought? >>> food

5. The last place you went to? >>> e restaurant (un ba ung name ng place?) in libis

6. The last food you ate? >>> calamares (and ung mushrm & tomato ng shish kebab)

7. The last thing you heard from your parents? >>> mama texted me coz she was lookng for me

8. The last thing you said to your parents? >>> i was out with friends sa libis

9. The last thing you said to one of your friends?>>> nagtiis ako ng over 4 yrs waitng for answers.. (ka YM ko si ate bossing now, and nagddramahan kme)

10. The last book you read?>>> iv started apollyon & the alchemist... i don't know which one to read 1st!

Who was:
1.The last person you called?>>> mikkola

2. The last person who called you? >>> edward (pero sila ni abet nagusap)

3. The last person you texted? >>> mommy ruby.. i told her i emailed her something for our project

4. The last person who texted you? >>> gigi (telling me we're meeting sa sch ng 1pm.. but i cant go!)

5. The last person who said good night last nyt?>>> abet

6. The last person who said I love you? >>> mikkola

7. The last person who gave you a testimonial? >>> jacey (i miss you, jace! hang in there...)

8.The last person who sent u a msg in friendster? >>> sheryll

9. The last person you hugged? >>> abet

10. The last person you saw on tv? >>> i dont know

Do You?

1. Do you believe that love is forever?>>> yup! (pero nagiiba ung "kind of love"... it could get more intense, or nagigng mas steady...)

2. Do you get hurt by people easily?>>> nope... well, yea, i guess... pero hindi lahat e.

3. Do you believe that all people are generally good?>>> yea, people are innately good Ü

4.Do mean people make you sad?>>> if they matter to me, then i get sad if they're mean.. pero kng la lang sila saken... i dont care!

5. Does ice cream make you happy?>>> ok lng.. chocolates make me happier (lalo na twix!) and chai tea latte! yumyum!

6. Do you sing in the shower?>>> usually

7. When it rains, do you like to splash in the puddle?>>> depends what im wearing

8. If you see a cute guy/girl walk down the street, what will you do?>>> look, i guess.. but if that's james lafferty... id run to him!

9.Do you notice when people have beautiful eyes? >>> yupyup!

10.Have you ever cried watching a movie?>>> yups!

11.Is it cute when old people are holding hands? >>> yeah... *sigh*

12. Are you happy these past few days? >>> happy-kind-of-sad?! im ok, i guess Ü

13. Do you tend not to worry even when you know something bad is about to happen? >>> i usually don't worry...

14. Is it fine to cut the barbie's hair?>>> yup! part of their lives..

15. Have you ever laughed so hard that your stomach hurt? >>> yea! nakakamiss yung ganon!

16. Are you slightly lazy? >>> usually am!

17. Do you like to drive with the windows down? >>> when i was in cali, yea... (since my AC was busted... enjoy fresh air-- which wasn't so fresh when i get to LA...)

18. Are you in love? >>> hmmmm...

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

roller coaster rides

i LOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEEEEE riding roller coasters. ask me what my favorite theme park is -- id answer you right away... SIX FLAGS MAGIC MOUNTAIN! ooohhhhh, i so love X.. scream... batman the ride, riddler's revenge... goliath!(i wanna go there... NOW!) oh, and i love their caramel apples there!

but... i hate emotional roller coasters. i hate inconsistencies. i hate not knowing what i should know...

gawddamnit!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

happy bday to 3 dear ppl...

to 2 of the most special guys in my life -- FATHER DEAR & VICKY -- HAPPY HAPPY BDAY! yahoo! ur both a year older! painom naman kayo! i love you both!

and to my friend for life -- NONI -- happy bday! (khet alam kong hndi mo mababasa to!) thanks so much for being such a great person! grabe, 1 yr na taung friends! hehehe!
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i fnally went back to the gym kanina... grabe ha, tlgang workout! kapagod! kaya pag uwi, lamon trip! tas nood ng 3 episodes ng 1treehill season 2... hmmm.. i should watch 3 episodes everynyt na para matapos ko na to, then i could start reading my sembreak reads na hindi ko man lang nagalaw!

at dahil wala na akong ibang magawa... taaadaaaaaaa!

1. Hey honestly, where ya at?=> my side of the room

2. Honestly, have you ever failed a subject at school?=> nope! unless they give me a 5 sa research... langya lang if they do that kse sabi ko naman, i wanted to drop na, pero pnigilan nila ako! grrrrr...

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?=> oooohh, a lot of things.. but ryt now, san mig lyt & calamares ang nasa top ng list :)

4. Honestly, who are you chatting online with now?=> no one... imbisibol ako ryt now...

5. Honestly, what is it that you REALLY should be doing right now?=> lying in my bed, dreaming... kaya nga ako nag gym knina para i could sleep ng early e... hay! tired but still wide awake!

6. Honestly, have you brushed your teeth today?=> of course!

7. Honestly, who are your best friendS in the world? => my imaginary friend...

8. Honestly, who is the hottest person you know?=> james lafferty! OTH overload!

9. Honestly, are you a good friend?=> i believe so...

10. Honestly, do you really think going to school is important?=> yup, to tambay w/ friends! hehehe :)

11. Honestly, what are your dreams about, mostly?=> a peaceful, worry-free life sa aking secluded beach house :)

12. Honestly, who/what makes you happy most?=> a lot of people, a lot of things! my family, my friends, our dogs, cute babies, cute kids, TWIX, maltesers, snickers, smores pop tarts, ben & jerry's chunky monkey & half-baked choco chip cookie dough, calamares, garlic mushrooms, san mig lyt, CHAI TEA LATTE, tropical tea latte, kirei, BEACHES, stars, nano, internet, my slippers, online window shopping, emails & text msgs fm friends, heart-to-hearts, pili candy, hahaha.. basta marami!

13. Honestly, what are you so sad about right now?=> :'( some stuff... myself, and some things im doing...

14. Honestly, how old are you now?=> 22

15. Honestly, what song are you listening to right now?=> jealous guy (gavin degraw's version) ooohhhh, hotness!

16. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment?=> james lafferty! yumyum!

17.Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?=> ;P

18.Honestly, do you have a deadly disease?=> i believe i don't have any...

19.Honestly, do you hate someone right now?=> wala... hate is bad for your health!

20.Honestly, who/what do you wanna hug right now?=> turtle!

21.Honestly, are you bored?=> uh-huh!

22.Honestly, who do u wanna slap right now?=> wala!

23.Honestly, in-luv ka ba?=> im not sure... :p

24.Honestly, pakiramdam mo ba gusto ka nya?=> i don't know... :(

25.Honestly, have you said what u feel for him/her?=> i believe i did..

26.Honestly, naisip mo na ba mag-suicide?=> ung serious, nope! i love my life too much!

27. Honestly, did you enjoy this survey?=> yup! its nice to be honest! hehehe!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

tired, but still can't sleep...

just got back fm jew & k3n's bday celeb in golps' condo. still so confused, i don't know what to do or think anymore. being eaten alive by it... but i believe that everything will soon fall into their proper places :)

ryt now, all i can do is surrender it all to Him...

anyway, i was going through mecki's blog and saw these blogthings quizzes... so i tried them and got these results:

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!


Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. (uh-huh!)

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance


In a Past Life...

You Were: An Obese Belly Dancer.

Where You Lived: Italy.

How You Died: Suicide.


How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. (doesn't get any truer than this!)

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. (oh, so true!)

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. (yeah, i definitely do!)

i want to sleep! damn it!

Friday, November 11, 2005

i need sleeping lessons...

someone, please teach me how to sleep like every normal person! last nyt, i went to bed pretty late, well, very early, if u think about it, since i slept around 4 am na. i was planning to wake up 11am (my class is at 1pm pa e) to get 7 hrs of sleep. guess what time i woke up?! 9 am! & i couldnt go back to sleep! grrrrr!

after my class, i stayed a while sa school since i didnt want to go home yet. when i finally went home, i was thnkng of takng a nap since ai & shine would be pickng me up arnd 10pm pa. but i thought to myslf that if i do that, tamarin na ako to go out. so i went online nlng.. well, i just turnd on the pc & checked my mail. i was online sa YM, but i was tinatamad na ren to use the pc so soundtrip nlng at bonding kme ng kama ko... past 10, they picked me up, we went to club halo to watch ace's band.

but since ai has RD, we had to leave before they could play. boooo.. next time, bros!

oh well, so now im home, tired, but still not sleepy. so guess what ima do?! SURVEY!

1. full name mo? * eurose castro nodalo

2. ano pinaka-ayaw mo n tntwg ka? * yo or yoyo if hindi ka super close saken... pssssst & hoy.. grrr, ganda ng name na bigay ng nanay ko saken, tpos ganon lng tatawag mo saken?

3. ilang taon ka na? * 22

4. friendly ka ba? * oh yes.. pero minsan shy type.. hahaha!

5. ano mas gus2 mong tropa boys o gurls? * pareho!

6. bakit? * variety adds spice to life

7. anong klase kang tao? * simple lang... gusto lang maging masaya

8. swit k b? * ewan ko.. sabi ni... oo raw e :p, depends siguro kng sino...

9. cno b gs2 mo mksma 4 lyf? * my God's gift... (show urself!!!)

10. stik 2 1 k b? * oh yes, definitely! when i commit, i really COMMIT

11. may bisyo ka ba? * i believe wala..

12. anong klaseng boy/gurl gus2 mo? * as in ung "special someone" kinda boy? aside fm being tall, dark & hindi chinito... i need someone who's sweet, someone i can really talk to & who can make me laugh, someone who laughs with me, ung masasabayan trip ko, madaling yayain (haha, dapat pareho kmeng kaladkarin!), HONEST, loyal, and kng pwede lng sana... walang sabit! hahahahahaha! anyone there?!

13. nkakita k n b ng ganyan? * ung kuha lahat un? mejo hindi pa.. may sablay na paisa-isa e...

14. nnnwla k b sa luv at first syt? * nope!

15. ano gus2 mo ibgy sau? * for christmas? shopping money, tiket papunta LA kse may gusto akong bilhn, love & world peace. i thank you!

16. gus2 mo b ung babaeng ng mglng mag gitar? * aus lang...

17. bkt nmn? * hndi ako mahilg sa babae e.. hndi kme talo

18. nnnwla k b sa soulm8? * yup!

19. ano fav. n kanta mo ngaun? * ryt now? crazy for this girl! hehe, LSS e

20. meron k bng pinag dddk8tan ng kanta? * ng crazy for this girl? uhmmm, im perfectly straight, thank you very much! pag may kumanta saken nya, aus! sige, tau na! hahaha!

21. ano pnka un4gtbl n schl. lyf mo? * sa teneo, dami! regcom days! big blue bonfire, ung aming legal na inom sa school after we won the championshp, tpos akyat kme sa roof ng rizal foyer at uminom! haha! sa kgc, ay, sobrang dami... its overwhelming!

22. mind over hart or hart ovr mind? * im a heart over mind kinda person.. so shoot me!

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

on impulse

i went to eastwood today, supposedly to buy tickets for HP4 for the KDB. but since we couldn't finalize when and how many of us are watching, i ended up not buying. oh well... i was texting them and asking what the plan was. while waitng for their replies, i went around.

first, i went to beauty bar. i just wanted to look at some lip balms since it's starting to get cold and my lips easily dry up and i hate it. i didnt find one i liked, but i ended up buyng an eyemask and a scrub (something i need!)... & yea, i do need that eyemask since for some reason, my insomnia's getting worse & ive been averaging 3-4 hours of sleep everynyt since ... hmmmm.. i dont know.. some weeks now. & super naaawa na ako sa eyes ko... pang monster na sha!

after buying those stuff, i texted them again and they still havent finalized anything. so i went to bayo... and ended up buying a shirt. oh well... i believe i deserve it... a mood-upper of some sort... :)

hehe, iv been going "online window shopping" since last nyt.. sobrang dami ko nanamang gustong bilhin! hehe :D there's this nice shirt sa hollister na i like... hmmm, hollister in glendale galleria's opeing this fall! tpos there' another nice shirt sa abercrombie...




and a lot of nice stuff sa AE...























hahaha! malapit na bday ko! hmmmm... *hint hint!*

Monday, November 07, 2005

oh forget it...

i won't take a nap nalng since aira'll be here soon...

so guess what ima do... SURVEY!!!

1.Do u cry?~ yup!

2. Scariest moment?~ hmmm... oh nung raid here sa house! waking up & hearing men shouting, girls screaming! gawd... tpos that animal knocking sa door! waaaaah!

3. Iniwan ka na ba ng some1?~ oh yea

4. R u in luv right now?~ & what if i am?

5. Do u want 2 grow old alone?~ oh, definitely not!

6. R u an ideal gf/bf?~ id like to believe im some1's ideal person...

7. What's d best thing in u?~ hmmmm...

8. R u a fan of luv is switer d 2nd time around?~ used to be 1... pero now, nope!

9. Tingin mo bakit masakit magmahal?~ i dont know... if alam ko, edi umiwas na ako so i wouldn't hurt na, ryt?

10. Pano ka magmahal?~ hmmmm... i dont know... ask nyo nalng si... family& friends ko!

11. Nasabihan ka na ba ng masakit na salita?~ yea...

12. Do you regret luving that someone who hurt you?~ nope.. no regrets!

13. R u single?~ yeah! paboys naman kayo!

14. if ur single do u miss being inlove?~ minsan... but it's fun being single ren naman :D

15. sweetest thing a guy/gal did 4 u?~ hmmm.. small sweet stuff :D

16. longed to kiss that special sumone?~ :D

17. kissed your m0m/dad?~ ofcors!

18. kissed yourself?~ i just kissd my hand para i can say yes!

20. kissed your best friend?~ yups

21. slapped your enemy?~ nope!

22. screamed at anyone?~ oh yea, demonyita mode!

23. scolded someone because he/she wouldnt listen 2 u?~ oo naman...

24. scolded a teacher?~ nope...

25. scolded your parents?~ no! bait sila e! mana sa mga anak!

26. held someone of the opposite sex's hand?~ yup! im clingy!

27. fallen asleep in anyone's arms?~ yup! don't you just love falling asleep in someone's arms? sorry nlng kng mangawit!

28. gone to the beach/sea side with the opposite sex?~ yea, friends!

30.love someone just because of his/her looks?~ PIOLO! & JAMES LAFFERTY!

31.felt so happy that it made you cry?~ hmmm... hindi pa ata

32.cried because your m0m/dad scolded you?~ yup!

33.cried because you were hungry?~ i think so...

34.cried because you did badly for your exam?~ no...

35. what advice can you give to a broken hearted person?~ twix lng katapat nyan!

1st day... arggggh!

papsy texted past 12mn na we have to be in school raw ng 7am before going to vmmc at 8 for our orientation. since vicky had to be in ateneo to get his grades, he brought me to school. aryt.. i was there around 7.15... damnit! what a waste! i couldv slept for another hour e!

oh well... tpos they assigned us na. i was almost assigned sa mandaluyong health center. wow, thanks ha! i know it's near my house and all, pero ayoko naman na my 1st duty would be there. good thing mommy ayette's transferring (well, it's not good na she's switchng schools kse she's nice and all.. but since she has to transfer...), nasama ako sa group nila mommy cassie. we were assigned sa fe del mundo, ob ward. and groupmate ko si kats! yey!

our CI wants us to start sa duty na.. pero i think we're staying sa school until next week for orientation & sh!t... oh well... boredom... sayang sa oras. and i dont like staying sa school ng mon-wed kse sobrang daming tao! anyhow...

it's 3.50 pm, im bored. im home. im going out w/ ai later, hit the gym. haha, sulitin dapat ang membership habang hindi pa ako super tinatamad. and besides, exercise releases endorphins, ryt? puts us in a good mood. oooohhh, something i so need ryt now!

hmmm.. i think ill sleep muna... i had less than 3 hours of sleep. how do you cure insomnia?!

Sunday, November 06, 2005

pagod...

haaay, we'r finally done w/ our capping... it was a long, boring ceremony... fun part lang was picture taking (camhoes!)

after capping, we celebrated sa leslie's @ tagaytay... lamig! dami food! yumyum! tpos starbux lang... tpos uwi na! hehe :D

grrrr, we have to be in school 8am on monday! early ha! tpos we have to be in uniform na... kainis! oh well... back to that kinda reality!

haaaaay... oh yea, my friend sent me this quote.. la lng, ang nice e:

iv realized that life is indeed full of contradictions.

sometimes, it's crazy to be sane, you need to fall to fly, people suffer bcause u care... you have to unlearn to know the lesson, you have to give up because you are strong, you have to be wrong to make things right.. nonetheless, life's complexities are also life's source of beauty. we should cry to laugh again, fall apart to be whole again & get hurt to love again...

nice, huh?! la lang...

hmmm.. tin & i are trying this thing.. we're trying to be positive. it's fun, but sometimes, sobrang hard to do. wala lng.. i don't know! oh well, but life goes on, ryt?!

so anyway, since hindi pa ako inaantok... (surprise!), survey again. this time, about inuman!

1. do you drink?> == yups

2.when was the last tym u drank?> == friday nyt (awwww... teej's really leaving?! don't be sad ai, visit nlng!)

3.umiinom ka ba ng gin?> == yup!

4.have you drank vodka?> == yup! kurant! shalah kme e! dati, hanggng arkan lng!

5.Cnong nagturo syo uminom?> == highsch barkada.. pero ung tlagang nagturo?! RON TAN! langya! basag, chong!

6.nalasing ka na ba?> == oo nman!

7.Anong favorite song mo pag nag-iinom ka?> == depends sa mood

8.nagsuka ka na ba sa inuman?> == haha, oo! langya, pnakamemorable tlga ung inuman sa tapika after ng premiere nyt ng org namn.. ibang klase tlga si ron tan.. la ako masabi... sana chong, naisip nyo na babae ako, db? pero shmpre, kelangan ko itayo ang bandera namen.. hndi nyoko maiiwan! pero susuka ako!

9.tamang age para pwde nang uminom?> == tanong nyo nlng sa mga magulang nyo.. kse tatay ko, bata pa lng kme, pwede na kme uminom e! haha!

10. fave drink mo?> == aus na beer, mura e... kng shala, kurant7 or amaretto sour... yumyum!

11.chaser ng empi??> == coke... grbe, umiinom lng ako ng soda pag naglalasng! tama yan!

12.umuwi ka na bang gumagapang dahil sa kalasingan?> == hndi naman ako gumapang... kinaladkad lng ata ako.. basta hndi ko alam kng pano ako nakaratng sa bed ko... again, courtesy of master ron!

13. sino ang madalas naghahatid sayo pag lasing ka na?> == bahala na.. pero mas aus kng sleep over nlng...

14. ano yung craziest thing na ginawa mo nung lasing ka?> == wala.. matino naman ata ako malasing e...

15. nkakailang bote ka ng beer?> == si master, napaabot nya ako ng 8 or 9.. pero ngaun, yoko na gawin un! masaya na ako sa 5.. tpos tamang tunganga nlng...

16. san mig light strong ice o red horse?> == steadyng san mig lyt.. kng basagan, red horse

17. hard drinks o beer lang?> == khet ano, basta mura lng...

18. umiinom ka ba sa bar?> == hndi na.. mahal dun e!

19. why?> == rip off e! bili ka nlng 1 bote ng kurant, 850 lng.. tpos 7up... aus na! e magkano un sa bar?!

20. sa pulutan.. sisig o bopis?> == sisig!

21. mani o chicha?> = sisig paren! hehe.. pwde bang butong pakwan?

22. pag umiinom ka ng beer.. sa bote o sa baso?> == bote

23. nalabasan ka na ba ng alak sa ilong?> == nope.. ewwww!

24.Naaksidente ka na ba dahil sa kalasingan?> == thank God, no!

25.Nasabi mo na ba sa sarili mo na hindi ka na iinom?> == yup! after nung nangyari saken sa tapika.. pero anong nangyari?! hala, inom pa ren!

Thursday, November 03, 2005

tired...

capping & pinning practice was supposed, let me say that again, SUPPOSED to start at 9am. i got there a few minutes after 9.. & guess what, people were still outside. apparently, there was some stupid miscommunication problem in school and they wanted to hold the practice tomorrow... ryt! doing so is like declaring their death wish!

so anyway, practice started around 10, ended past 11... they just showed us the seating arrangement and had 1 quick runthrough...

after that, we ate at mang jimmy's... yum yum! tagal na since i last ate there! haha! (oo na, i know iv been eating a lot since last week.. im PMSng.. haha, what an excuse.. im not due for another 2wks!) after that, we dropped by tin's house then went to GH.

i really have to get rid of this habit.. i mean, spending when im badtrip or sad. it's either that or have someone hide my money until i feel better. today's impulsive purchase due to this dread im feeling: this black HDY bag iv been eyeing for some weeks now.. but never wanted to buy kse i always thought it was expensive...

so anyway, after eating (again!) i went home to get gym stuff, aira picked me up and we hit the gym. super tamad mode, i just did cardio... aira tried this body jam class.. it lookd fun, pero wala tlaga ako sa mood. and besides, early day tomorrow!

so anyway, sembreak-- bawi ako sa blogging since hospital duty starts in a few weeks and i expect that it'll be crazy... so shempre, survey again! wow, it's amazing how people never run out of questions to ask!

1.)Are you afraid of being single?> :: nope.. i actually enjoy being single.. AS LONG AS WALANG GUMUGULO!

2) What do you do when you can't sleep?> :: go online, YM if may friend, play bounce out, or read a book, watch dvd, text pag may gising pa, sometimes, tunganga lang and pray that i fall asleep na

3) How far would you go to get something you really want?> :: it depends... i actually don't know...

4) What time is it right NOW?> :: 10:47pm

5) Do you go for personality or looks?> :: personality, definitely!

6) What's your fave kool-aid?> :: i dont know.. never drank much of that when i was a kid.. the few times i did, i believe i had strawberry

7) What makes you *really* happy?> :: my family! small sweet stuff, really close friends

8) Are you a negative person?> :: im usually not :D

9) In your opinion, do you think premarital sex is wrong?> :: nope.. it becoming a habit is. sabi samen ng theo prof ko, it's not wrong, as long as it's in the proper context.. but i dont want to go into that ryt now...

10) Do you believe in 'Reincarnation'?> :: im not sure...

11) What's your fave online news site?> :: uhhmmm, i dont know

12) Which celebrity do you think you'd like to be most resemble of?> :: angelina jolie, handsdown.. hotness!

13) Fav color?> :: red! & pink's nice ren.. oops, and blue of course since im an atenean.. and yellow since it's cheery!

14) Which Instant Messaging programs do you use?> :: YM

16) Are you good with computers?> :: i can use it, pero anything technical, i leave those sa aking favorite sister & my brother vicky

17) How many kids do you want when you grow up?> :: at least 2 :D

19) What type of music can you NOT stand?> :: i dont know...

20) Do you have a job?> :: yup! daughter, sister, friend, student...

21) If you had to rate yourself on a scale of 1 -10?> :: perfect 10! haha, no seriously, id say an 8? im not perfect, im sorry! but im close.. haha, feeling! (e baket ba, this is MY blog!)

22) What size of shoe do you wear?> :: 8-10, depends where i buy it...

23) What are your bad habits?> :: falling for the wrong guys?! ooops, where did that come from? hehe, seriously, im too lazy sometimes... here's a trivia, i don't like eating steak kse i get tired chewing it... (and some people think im health conscious! haha, when tamad mode strikes tlga...)

24) What was the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?> :: some song

25)Last thing you ate?> :: vcut

26) Last thing you drank?> :: h20

27) Live or die and why?> :: live! life's beautiful.. and there's so much in store for us!

28) How many people are on your buddylist?> :: i dont know

29) What site do you go to most?> :: my email, friendster

30) Do you like seafood?> :: YUP! yumyum! lalo na kng beach setting, tpos super fresh.. oh, yum yum!

31) What is your fave place to eat out at? Other than home?> :: i dont know.. no particular place

32) Worst insult you ever heard about yourself?> :: hmmmm... that's negative.. never let negative things linger & consume you!

33) Best compliment you've received from someone?> :: i don't know... hmmm.. recently, friends tell me that the guy i choose to give my heart to would be so lucky... compliment, ryt? but somehow, naiiyak ako when i hear that...

34) Are you picky?> :: definitely not! except pag sinusumpong.. like when i crave for something, say twix, i won't eat anything else except that.. and if i can't find it, i won't eat tlga...

35) Place you go to get your hair cut?> :: highlights salon.. actually, wherever jeff is... haha, finally found him/her again!

36) Perfect place to go on your first date with someone?> :: some nice beach! or magic mountain!

37) What age is considered old?> : id say 80++

38) Have you met any celebrities?> :: some, i dont know

39) Do you get along better with men or women?> :: pareho lng, i think

40) What is the best quality about you as a friend?> :: im loyal

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

dread...

yup, there's something im dreading.. but i know if it happens, it'll set me free.. but still, i dread it.

anyway, bicol was fun... super bitin lng! we left around 3.30am ng sunday, arrived around 11am, had lunch, went to the kubo for some videoke trip, then had to take a bath since we were hearing mass @ 4pm.

after mass, we went to teejay's place, then we went to the beach. gabi na, so we just went sa beach for a few minutes, wade sa water.. then went to this place for dinner & drinking. met some new friends (hey bros!)...

we had this nice debate... guess anong topic-- love! hay nako... so yea, it was fun. tamang amats lng. sabi ko, basagan dapat. but their idea of basagan was different fm mine. pnagtulungan nila ako e.. so, never mind! around 11, we went to the shack to continue our sesh...

the next day, we were REALLY planning to hit the beach at 6.30 am.. but since we ended late, we woke up past 8 na. so we just had lunch, passed by the cemetery, then went to the beach around 1pm..

omg! omg! OMG! it wouldve been perfect if the sun was out.. pero it was cloudy when we got there.. so we decided to swim muna... we looked stupid siguro running to the water, us 3! haha!

so anyway, around 3 (?), teejay arrived with his body board & sand board.. since we were too chicken to try the sand board, he let us try the body board.. and can i just say... OMG! WOW! it was sooooooooo fun! so anyway, we went home around 5pm to change then have dinner. tpos we had to go back to the beach since teej was having his despedida... awwwww... lucky boi, he's going to hongkong & work! somethng about sales.. tpos he gets to go to the states & europe to meet clients.. WOW, ryt?!

anyway, we planned to go to hit the beach tuesday 6.30am since we were driving home ng 10am.. pero since late night again, we didnt go na.. SAD! bitin tuloy ung tan namen!

oh well...

so after our 12-hr car ride... we're back to reality... damnit! im hating it... i dont know... i wish i could just stay in bicol (or any nice beach...) forever and never have to face... this reality..

but oh well, life goes on.. as always!